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WHO AM I?

Hello, my name is Aaron. I enjoy understanding no other perspective or perception of the world other than the narrow one I hold on to with my dear life. If anything happens to get in the way of this perception, I enjoy either suppressing the truth of this intrusion or denying the validity of it, even though in some way I know it to be true. I would rather cling to my pride and be seen as someone who holds on to their beliefs no matter what, than have to re-arrange the way I look at the world or change my already carefully crafted personality and thought processes. I don't admit it too often, but I am scared of changing because in some way I feel like everything I know to be true and real will crumble and I will be left alone, starting at some sort of beginning, with no idea where to go. Instead of letting this happen, I usually cling on to anything in order to justify my self, whether it be products, clothing, lifestyles, subcultures, jobs, religions, trends, trendy religions, anything. More effective though, is when I place my fear onto others and condemn them for destroying the moral fabric of my life. I feel safe this way, and It feels good to have an outlet for the rage I feel towards myself.